Well, it's been a while since I've made a journal and I need to vent...
It seems every night I get depressed, it seems to get worse every night school comes closer to an end. Partially because my amazing senior friends will leave, but 98% of it is the fact that it's getting closer to my bf leaving.
September 15 or so he'll be shipped off to the army, where I won't be able to see him and possibly not even call him for three and a half months when Christmas comes along-and even so that's only two weeks. After that, he'll be gone for who knows how many months before being stationed somewhere.
And although I spend as much time with him as I can everyday, the thought of not being able to see or talk to him for so long tears me apart...
He and I try to avoid the subject as much as we can since it depresses us both, and we all wish he didn't have to join at all-but it seems to be the only way he can have his college paid for. We have no idea whether or not he'll be shipped off overseas or not (though we're hoping to god he won't be >.> )

Well, I won't bore whoever bothers to read this anymore with my lovey-dovey problems. If I were to put down all the things on my mind right now it'd take up at least two hours of your much-needed time. You can all return to your lives now.
~Miko~